as usual im behind

So yea i havent posted lately...alot going on at work so i havent had the time. I can say ive lost about 13 pounds total so far! it may be a small amount but in my eyes its a huge change. Im starting to feel better about myself. Despite all the rude assholes in the world who want to put me down. Im of the opinion fuck em all be who you are and be proud of it. Its a hard journey. Hell to be totaly honest 11 of those pounds came from a stomach virus when NOTHING would stay in my system. Great way to lose weight but not the way i would chose to do so myself...i hate throwing up lol.